Monday, August 8, 2011

I suck

I do. Completely. Tonight's rehearsal was . . . well, a big, fat joke. And yet, I still had a great time. How is that even remotely possible? I mean, we are talking major, MAJOR brain farts here. I stopped right in the middle of the tap number because I had zip idea what came next. WHAT??!?!? Then I forgot to sing. Then my solo came out sounding like a 1st grader at her end of year talent show. What the hell!?! And yet, on we went. Laughing, squishing beetle's. At one point I had severe anger for those beetle's and I may have jumped up and down on one. Repeatedly. Yes, it made me feel better.
We open on Thursday. I think I'm too old for this. OR something. If I lose focus for a second, I'm screwed. Who knows where I'll end up. And for those of you that know me well, it doesn't take much to pull my focus. I gotta get in the zone here. I gotta pray.
Let's all pray, shall we?


Amylee said...

I'm coming Monday. Don't suck, please. Can I buy tickets in advance?

Erin said...

I'm excited to see this! You are do you thing the rest of us got so good?

Andra said...

Erin, you all had God-given talent. I just unlocked the door. Can't wait to see you!!!!

Brittney Ann! said...

veni creator spiritus, mentes tuorum visita, imple superna gratia que tu creasti pectora. ;)

Trust me, Sistah! I know exactly how you feel!! I'm totally freaked out! And we'll definitely pray before going on that stage!

kalie said...

Ah, can't wait! I'm coming on Monday with Amylee.